Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009, 08:49 am
SV: beyond the rain

Beyond the rain
Summary: Someplace where there isn’t any trouble. Do you suppose there is such a place?
Prompt: medea_aries: What if, in Ruat Caelum, when Lex sends the message about being kidnapped by the Justice League, Batman does go ahead and handles it himself?
Warning: character death; otherwise PG. 
Clark/Lex.

“I’m sorry,” Batman says, and he is, oh, he is; Clark knows that much, and more. “But you are not rational on this subject. He is too dangerous. This is the last time I will ask you: surrender Lex Luthor.”

This isn’t the Emerald City but Clark still has the impulse to tell him that hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable. Not that it’s relevant to Batman; he’d think Clark had gone Joker-crazy. “I am sorry,” he says instead, soft, not at all like Batman said the same words.

“I know,” Bruce says, a moment in which Bruce is present, and then Clark can feel him submerging even without another word being said. It’s Batman who cuts the connection, and Batman Clark needs to prepare for now.

Lex is standing by the door—Clark has configured the place in human scale, doors and hallways and offices, for his new tenant. Prime real estate, new construction. If only the market weren’t about to drop off of a cliff, they’d be set for life. “I’d tell you to turn me over to the League and save yourself,” Lex says, “if I were the kind of man you didn’t feel the need to kidnap for the greater good of the world.”

Clark thinks: the world and Lex, they’re like two dogs fighting over a single bloody bone. Lex is smaller but more vicious, and he’s got Clark between his teeth. The fact that Clark has locked him up and implanted bombs in him to keep him in place is at best incidental. Maybe that makes Lex as much Clark’s prisoner as the reverse. But Clark wouldn’t place any bets.

“Are you even going to let me help you protect me?” Lex asks. But he doesn’t protest when, instead of answering, Clark takes him to bed.

****

Clark has to go patrol. If he doesn’t help where he can, he’s not himself. Integrity is all he has. Well, integrity, a giant ice fortress, and Lex, but the Fortress is basically a toy and Lex is … Lex.

They catch him just after he’s evacuated a Mexican town collapsed from an earthquake. Whatever their hopes, he’s not distracted and he’s not tired. He doesn’t really get tired any more, and maybe Batman knew they had this date from the beginning, because alien invasion only slowed down the pace of Clark’s progression past human boundaries.

Clark easily dodges the Kryptonite barrage and speeds back to the Fortress. He could have started a knock-down fight, but he knows that chances are better than good that one of the Leaguers wouldn’t walk away from that. And then there’d be no possibility of truce, no time to convince them that Lex can learn to behave.

Lex is waiting. He doesn’t say anything while Clark cleans up.

He doesn’t say much at all, now. But they leave the lights on, so that he can see as easily as Clark when they come together.

****

Wonder Woman corners him outside Jakarta. “If you turn him over,” she says, “we won’t consider you an accomplice.”

“How long before Batman decides that you’re too powerful to be trusted?” he asks. “Do you really think this is just about Lex, Diana?”

She waits a long time before she answers; in between there is a punch that could have cracked a mountain open, and Clark strikes back with equal force.

Neither of them are breathing hard as they float, wary, twenty feet apart. “Lex Luthor has demonstrated the desire and the capacity to rule the world,” she says. “Our judgment is hardly speculative.”

“That doesn’t mean he has to die!”

“Does he love his cage so much, then?” she asks, and he can see the goddesses in her bloodline. Her face could be marble. “Death is not the cruelest punishment, Kal-El. Not for such as us.”

For a moment, Clark is amazed that she thinks he doesn’t know that. But then, so many of his fellow superheroes consider him some sort of child, even now.

Clark leaves her—he isn’t fleeing, only avoiding a beating that would prove inconclusive.

He knows what he’s doing to Lex. He just prefers it to the alternatives.

****

The end comes on a day like any other.

The sky lights up with rockets. Something in them—magic, if Clark guesses correctly—sets up a web of force entirely surrounding the Fortress. Sirens are whooping, the high end of Kryptonian technology ultimately no more advanced than a car alarm. Clark feels the weakness that is Kryptonite, reaching inwards towards him.

When Clark finds Lex near the exit, he’s talking to the Fortress, fast and steady; the ground rumbles. Clark presumes that the Fortress is taking the defensive measures Lex has suggested.

For a moment Clark hates everyone in the League, because they either agreed with this or didn’t fight it, and things could have been different. They could have believed in Clark’s strength, or at least in Lex’s fragile political position; they could have seen that the hole Lex left in the world’s politics would close up around him the way power vacuums always did—this is pride, human and weak, that is leaching Clark’s powers and drawing them ever closer to new losses.

“What are you going to do?” Lex asks, who has naturally appointed himself to the role of Greek chorus if he can’t be the king.

Clark wonders if he should kiss Lex, for luck or goodbye or any of those other reasons that have nothing to do with who they are. “I wish I’d met you when I was older,” he says instead, because it’s true; if he’d been a little more formed, if Lex had been a little less in need of a hero to worship and inevitably to lose faith in, they might have made a very different pair.

Lex, for what it’s worth, looks extremely understanding. “Sometimes I wish—” he says, confessional like they’ve really gone back in time. Then he shakes his head. “Rip Batman’s head off for me, would you?”

Clark does smile at that. And then he’s off, flying, moving so fast that light slows and bends around him.

He never sees the arrow coming.

****

Pain. Pain and pain and pain again, jolting and twisting through him. Clark forces his eyes open and sees that he’s being dragged backwards across the snow. There’s a trail of red, shading to pink, in his wake. And there’s a shaft protruding from his chest, a couple of centimeters to the left of midline.

It hurts like hell, but he tilts his head back and sees that it’s Lex dragging him. Presumably the Leaguers have retreated to the perimeter, safety before glory. They should know better; Lex isn’t approaching to surrender, that’s for certain.

Lex checks over his shoulder and sees that Clark has regained consciousness. “There are a lot of ways for a dead man to make things happen, you know,” he says, casual over stressed steel. “Wills aside, if you wrap your directives in enough layers, nobody knows that the man behind the curtain is missing.”

Clark can’t make himself ask why Lex has chosen this particular monologue. His mouth is full of blood, hot compared to the chill wind against his face.

Lex isn’t bothered by the lack of response. “You’d be surprised at how much resentment there is against the metahuman,” he says, which is a lie, or at least Clark hopes is a lie. Clark has always known how fragile tolerance can be—“meteor freak” was Chloe’s term, and Chloe knew and sometimes even liked the kids in Smallville. Lex is panting a little with effort. Clark’s not light. “History will record me as a martyr. And your friends—they’ll be war criminals. Like Stalin and the West, used to win a war and then demonized in turn.”

The pain is fading now, even though Clark can see, where his hands are dragging beside him, that his veins are still blackened with Kryptonite exposure. He feels like he’s getting heavier. He tries to swallow the blood in his mouth, chokes, spits—looks like a total fool, he’s sure, which is another sign that they’re retreating through time, back to the days when they were so awkward, so soft: vulnerable as peeled oranges, as unshelled chicks.

He misses his mother.

“All that,” he gets out, and has to stop to catch his breath, “just for your own memorial?”

Lex stills. The sun is rising and Lex is a black tower, an outline cut in the world; his shadow is preventing Clark from soaking up the sun, which seems like it ought to be symbolic except that it never was. Over Lex’s shoulder Clark can vaguely see the perimeter, a series of stone pillars he put up years ago. Get outside that, and the bombs implanted in Lex’s legs will go off. If the Fortress were working properly, it could retrieve him and treat him so he wouldn’t die, but Clark’s not exactly prepared to bet that Batman will allow the Fortress to do its job.

“Not for my memorial,” Lex says, and Clark really thinks that what he hears is regret. “For yours.”

Lex drags him forward and they go into the light.

Comments on DW; comments on LJ.

Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009 02:08 pm (UTC)
[info]percysowner

I like this Left Turn. In fact, I like it better than the original ending. I always hated the idea that Lex would be forcibly tamed, this seemed more right to me. Tragic, but right. I assume that Clark is right. Lex will leave the protective circle and Batman will not allow the Fortress to heal Lex and Lex will die in the snow in the Arctic, next to Clark's body. Either that or Batman will find Lex and kill him. Thanks for this look at the other side of the looking glass.

Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009 02:56 pm (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Glad you liked it! I know it's an unpopular opinion, but I do believe that as between the two of them, Lex would be the one to break under extreme pressure. But this way is okay too.

Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009 03:04 pm (UTC)
[info]percysowner

Oh, I agree that Lex would break under pressure. The whole point of SV was watching Lionel apply pressure and watching Lex break. The whole Asylum arc proved that, including the fact that Clark was willing to be complicit in breaking Lex just to keep his secrets (not telling Lex that he had been drugged and was not insane was completely unforgivable on my part). Clark always had the emotional support to keep himself from breaking. I just hated it so much in canon that I don't like it in my fic.

Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009 05:47 pm (UTC)
[info]medea_aries

This is fantastic! And very Lex at that, as I think the most important parts of him would have died anyway if he had stayed prisoner in the Fortress. He´s self destructive and romantic enough that this could very well have happened. I loved it! Thank you so much

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 11:58 am (UTC)
[info]rivkat

I'm glad you liked it! Yeah, I didn't really see another way for this scenario to end.

Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009 08:25 pm (UTC)
[info]samsom

Ouch. I think I'm a little shattered by this ending.

I reread the original just to be up to speed. I expected character death - Batman or Lex, I thought - but I didn't expect this epic Romeo and Juliet self destruction. *sigh*

Good lord. They love each other so much and yet it is all so impossible, isn't it, between the world, the League, and their own demons. And so right, with Lex dragging Clark after him, to their mutual doom.

I hope there will be more SV fic because I am hopelessly addicted to your Lex and Clark - if only the show weren't so short sighted, it could have been this good all along.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 11:59 am (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Thank you! Love was never their problem; it was the rest of the world, and Lex's desire to rule it.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 12:57 am (UTC)
[info]justabi

Oh god, I hate this, and it is so fucking right, only I want Batman to like... drink himself sick and hang himself to death in his room and have nobody find him for a week. It's possible that I may be ... vindictive.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 11:59 am (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Heh. Yeah, I didn't see another way for this one to end. I think living may be curse enough for Batman, though.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 01:58 am (UTC)
[info]droolfangrrl

ow ow ow

good story

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 12:00 pm (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Thank you!

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 12:01 pm (UTC)
[info]droolfangrrl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSHGT9bATdc

Anyhow I've since read the other one and I've got to say this one is way less depressing in a lot of ways.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 12:04 pm (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Interesting reaction! Death is better than some of the alternatives, I guess.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 12:06 pm (UTC)
[info]droolfangrrl

Well kind of. In the first story he's pretty much a bird in a gilded cage. He really isn't all that sneaky in there now that I think of it.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 07:28 pm (UTC)
[info]ladyagnew

meep. Maybe I'm excessively soft-hearted but this kills me a little. Clark reaches for Lex, tries to save him, and it's in the worst way possible. Lex reacts badly. Sniff.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 07:50 pm (UTC)
[info]rivkat

It's so tragic that they do that! And so wonderful! Here, have a tissue.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 10:23 pm (UTC)
[info]jakrar

Heartbreakingly awesome, and very true to the characters. I can't help loving Lex's suicidal defiance and the fact that he and Clark are going to die together, and I also can't help wondering just what final orders Lex gave the Fortress....

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 10:28 pm (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Thank you! I would characterize Lex's defiance as homicidal as well; I expect his revenge will be epic and comprehensive.

Sun, Jul. 12th, 2009 11:39 pm (UTC)
[info]jakrar

I would characterize Lex's defiance as homicidal as well; I expect his revenge will be epic and comprehensive.

I have no doubt it will. Lex is...Lex. *pets him*

“History will record me as a martyr. And your friends—they’ll be war criminals. Like Stalin and the West, used to win a war and then demonized in turn.”

I truly hope Lex is right about that; it would serve the self-righteous Justic League right.

Tue, Jul. 21st, 2009 02:53 pm (UTC)
[info]evawhimsy

God that's good. But the thing that kills me most in this is their backstory which is really only hinted at.

Oh well, it may be twisted, but I'd rather they die in each other's arms than live forever bitter and apart.

Tue, Jul. 21st, 2009 02:55 pm (UTC)
[info]rivkat

You're a romantic, like Lex! Thanks for reading.

Thu, Sep. 3rd, 2009 12:29 am (UTC)
[info]mangacat201

WHOOo wow... that skewered me sideways... huh. Must be too early in the morning.
Cat

Thu, Sep. 3rd, 2009 12:58 am (UTC)
[info]rivkat

Sorry! Poor Lex & Clark.